Current mood:	busy
Entry tags:	angels in the dark, art photography, burlesque, film noir, hollywood, indie film, sideshow

Just Another Wild Week
The subconscious is a sadistic creature. I'm in a perfectly great frame of mind. I've cut back on the negative influences that were once more creeping back into my world. I've focused on being in the moment and looking toward the future. Everything is going according to plan or at least within acceptable limits of said plan. But my subconscious is betraying me in my sleep - sending me creepy, nightmarish thoughts while I slumber that stick with me into waking hours. Some of these dreams are so deeply rooted in fact that it's almost difficult at times to separate the fiction. Further, there is nothing I can do about the people or events being conjured. They are no longer relevant or at hand. I feel haunted. It is inconvenient and I plan to take a long walk in the early evening to vanquish what remains of these shades of half truth.

nycbluegirl finished the multimedia piece I posed for a couple of weeks ago. She was quite exuberant while telling me the details of her final touches. I am very excited about seeing it finished at The Hive event this weekend. We're already scheming about working together again though in a very different way.

I've been on the case of our director of Angels In The Dark in regards to what sort of presentation we'll be doing for Tax Me Deadly. That was the original reason I approached Mister Gunn about doing a show. So, I'm rather driven to deliver on that arrangement. We'll be cutting it very close.

I wish I could relate some of the projects/goals I've been slowly working on since the beginning of the year that are just starting to blossom but it's all delicate in nature. It is an exciting time. But, like many things in Hollywood, it could ultimately go nowhere. I can't tell you how many times actors or artists here say, "I'm about to turn that corner to something big!" yet nothing happens. It isn't that these moments aren't authentic. It's that they often fizzle for various reasons out of a single person's control or the steps aren't as mighty as they seem. I also think that these changes can often be very subtle for those of us living them yet make a massive impact on the outside world. I was recently told a story about myself that left me shocked. I had no idea I had made the kind of ripples that were the centerpiece of this tale.

Just another wild week in Hollywood, right?