I’ve started and deleted this page several times. Everything I’ve typed would be better fodder for a morning pages dump than something I put on the internet for posterity.
It’s not that I haven’t been doing much. It’s quite the opposite. Life has resumed being engaging, challenging and full of unique experiences. I adore the new people in my life too.
Maybe this will never quite be what it once was for me.
Or maybe it is possible to fall out of practice with something that once was second nature.